I didn't sleep so good last night, but here's a set of nightmares I'm writing down because they need to get archived. Why? Because I believe in writing down what I dream if I remember it well enough. I'm gonna warn you guys, these might be a bit messed up.

My first dream involved me in some line of furs who were waiting in line to buy artwork. I then proceed to see Aakashi and Wraithkun ahead of me, so I come up to meet them, showing off a pic of a nude cat person for some reason. They tell me to piss off and go away. So I'm back in line, really pissed off, and I'm left with an blunt, cynical statement from my old friend Rhiannon. "What'd you expect? No one's here to talk with you. They just want their art."

My second dream involved me seeing photos of dogs being auctioned, and I wanted one of my very own. But mom wouldn't let me have one because I have shown I've deserved it. She doesn't budge after I bring up sheila getting a dog. It then goes into a battle of the siblings where it winds crushing my mother under a giant gingerbread house.

My Third dream involved a robot chicken-esque claymation shooter game of defending my house from killer zombies clowns. It was bloody and gory, with imagery that was pretty freasking, but then one involved shooting a zombie clown version of my mother in the eye with a gun. Even the clowns themselves were often disturbing to look at too. ._.

So...what do any of these dreams even mean? Rhiannon in real life would never tell me something so emotionlessly and non-supportive. Well, she normally is, but she'd at least try to be supportive in some way. Why would I get into a power struggle with my sister over my mother's affection? I'm not exactly 10 years old anymore. Even though I've done my best to improve my life greatly over the years, I'm gonna be 26 years old soon. My mom doesn't feel obligated to reward me like that anymore. Most of all though, WHY WOULD I WANNA KILL MY MOTHER?!? >_>

What's with all these nightmares centered around her?

*glares at his chocolate white chunky chips ahoy cookies*

This is all your fault, isn't it? I shouldn't have eaten you guys before I slept.